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Some Dude Judd
Book One Meeting Chapter One Overdrafted Judd’s a reader. Judd finds that what he reads strikes him poignantly, at times. He just woke from a dream about an orgy, awash in cold sweat. Two nights of this. Judd’s stomach growls. He considers whether or not to eat the half-eaten ice cream left by the previous tenant. Jerks off. Reads some Nietzsche. Smokes a cigarette. His tenure at the Goatzche Motel is a Christmas gift from his Mother. The only place in a 50-mile radius where he can smoke and have a dog. Well, it was supposed to be charged to his Mother. A misunderstanding about a pdf with two boomers in charge of signing the pet deposit paperwork. He was supposed to be moving in with “Jade,” to a place just outside Dallas, a proper little box amongst little boxes on a hillside. Boxes made of now-dead dreams. Weighing heavy. Light a cigarette. Raining heavy. Just like yesterday. Light a cigarette. The guy fixing the windows hasn’t fixed the windows yet. The wall is warping, bubbling. Still haven’t had time to plaster it up. Won’t have time for a while. Light a cigarette. And the plumber did all the wrong things. Embrace suffering. Light a cigarette. Chapter two The Lived Experience of Orgies In the orgy dream, his ex-girlfriend was being raped. He watched, as her face transformed from disgust to acceptance. The logic of the dream allowed him to understand her saintly motivation -- to feel her feeling, the feeling of wanting to absorb his evil, his pain, HIS lived experience. Why would she do this? Why would anyone do this? He thought. *** Book Two Courtship / Getting to Know Each Other *** Book Three Honeymoon Intensifying *** Book Four Bonding Committing *** Book Five Integration Judd’s Funeral Real, imagined, hoax, Collapsing Working towards a funeral. Die on the funeral, as it were. ***NOTES*** Orgy
Dark porn -- the expression on girl’s face. Incommensurability of being able to talk to “Jade” about it. She’s disturbed by the fact that you can even watch it. Montage of being anesthetized by extremely beautiful women. Musing on post-anethesia with beautiful women. Multiple… ...butthole problems in between relationships Anal fistula hemmorhoids
//B-Plot Women
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